Enjoying the new CMAT album a lot. (review.)
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Enjoying the new CMAT album a lot. (review.)
The Unforgivable Sin of Ms Rachel. Lindsay Ellis returns to YouTube (she’s otherwise on Nebula these days) with a deep dive into the far-right’s war on empathy in pre-school TV and how this relates to the genocide in Gaza. Essential viewing by a master of the form.
Watched the Superman film. Gotta say, James Gunn is not backing down on his war against the sanctity and primacy of biological parenthood and for the saviourship of found and made families, and I am here for it.
Do any other people of a certain age find themselves looking up childhood homes and teenage haunts on Street View and aerial maps? Maybe it’s more pronounced if you moved a lot as a kid? I haven’t been back to Croydon since my teens so it has a strange alien familiarity.
Rabbits are being super-cute today, with bonus symmetry.


Looking at videos from great-neph’s birthday today and wondering when it was I came to resemble Uncle Fester.
Out of nowhere I remembered being told as a child by a trustworthy grown-up that the word “berk” came from a Mr Berk who did a daft thing. Since a lot of stuff I was told as a child turned out to be nonsense I thought after 40+ years it was time to check. Yup, adults lying once again.
A few times recently I’ve sent something cool I’ve seen on the internet to my wife who then (offhandedly but devastatingly) says she saw it on Facebook last week. I fear I have become the barely-online friends who would send me the All Your Base video in 2001, months after I’d seen it.
It’s damningly indicative of something that despite them dominating our streaming for the past few years, the BBC iPlayer algo doesn’t have the facility to notify us that Only Connect and University Challenge restarted this week. So if that’s also you, here’s your notification nerd fans.
Edited to update! Only Connect isnβt back yet. We tried re-watching it but have a disconcertingly good memory for the questions from a year ago.
The tragedy of FireWire, an elegy for a 2000-era cable that was sort of like BetaMax to USB’s VHS.
I have weirdly fond memories of FireWire. It was fast, sure, but it also felt good when you plugged it in. Like proper future-of-computing shit. But USB was good enough and that always wins.
Alex Cox on the legacy of Moviedrome ahead of a BFI retrospective.
My generation bangs on about how Cox’s film introductions taught us the importance of arthouse and weird cinema. I’m delighted (and not too surprised given we’re in our 50s now) to see them getting some proper respect.
Every issue of Arthur magazine is available to download.
Arthur was a counterculture mag in the spirit of the underground presses and alt weeklies. Published from 2002-8 and again in 2013 it gives a valuable perspective on an era that’s been somewhat smoothed by nostalgia. Highly recommended!
The Moral Economy of the Shire
As someone who actively dislikes Tolkien I enjoyed this thorough attempt to explain why the Hobbits can laze around all day.
Our protagonists arenβt typical Hobbits. Bilbo, Frodo, Merry, and Pippin are all very clearly members of the landed gentry.
A letter I still owe Dan Nadel about Robert Crumb and racial obscenity
I enjoyed Nadal’s biography of Crumb and would highly recommend it, but a Crumb biography in the 2020s is a curious proposition as a lot of the work has not aged well. (To his credit, Nadal addresses this throughout.)
R Fiore is a comics critic from the no-censorship, anything-goes days who respects that we live in a different and better time now, so how do we deal with an artist as vital and important a Crumb?
Cory Doctorow reviews Bill Griffith’s Three Rocks, his biography of Ernie Bushmiller, creator of Nancy. I read this a while back and it’s splendid.
It’s time for a new audiobook and I’m stuck.
Recently enjoyed the R Crumb biog (5*), Ben Teitelbaum’s War for Eternity (4*) and Klein’s Doppleganger (5*). Prefer long books as I need it to last a month. Here’s my waitlist but I’m very open to suggestions.
Wally didn’t exercise good cooling yesterday and was off his food in the evening, which worried us a bit. Thankfully he’d cooled down by midnight and was back to his idiot self. Next time flop on the cool slabs, dude! (Lav did and was fine.)
Very much liked the look of this wispy cloud on this absurdly (for the UK) hot day.
I hated being a child. My happiest day was when I left school and started an adult life where I could travel the world, or at least go to the bathroom without a teacher signing off on it. My early 20s, for all their excitement, were a procession of broke-ness and sexual harassment. But being a grown woman is damn fine.
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Sook-Yin Lee with Chester Brown on the film version of Paying For It. Like most truly indie films this will take a torturously long time to be available for me to see, but as a big fan of both their work I’m looking forward to it. Bonus - includes photos of when they were young cuties and of Chester’s current mad-impressive beard.
The Woodstock sticker box - on the site of the Woodstock festival’s message tree is a utility box covered in stickers. Noah Kalina has documented it. “They are communication distilled to its essence: visual, immediate, and unfiltered.”
When Heidi Met Carrie by Lynda Barry. A comic strip review of two key texts.
Shifty, the new Adam Curtis visual essay thingy, is devastatingly good, especially if like me you were a kid in Britain during the 80s. I suddenly had this sense that I could be in these clips, that this was about my life, about events I hadn’t fully understood at time but had lived through, and the implications of which we’re still struggling to deal with.
If despotism does come to Britain, it will not be painting itself blue and breaking into Whitehall half naked. It will happen because nobody wants to make a fuss. It will happen because itβs socially awkward to stop it happening. Fear and loathing are powerful emotions, but in the end, thereβs only ever a finite number of true fanatics. What tyrants really rely on is cowardice.
Laurie Penny - TERF Island: the embarrassing truth about Britain’s Trans Panic.