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Notes from Saturday 14 March

A rabbit is lying down in the sun next to a black plastic box. Its eyes are closed.
You know winter is over when Wally starts snoozing in the sun.

Status:

Nice weather today and I wanted to get out of the house so spent a couple of hours pottering in the garden, with plenty of breaks in the sun. Nothing too strenuous, just tidying up the detritus of the winter. Felt a little worn afterwards but hopefully won’t trigger a crash. If it does I’ll know not to do that much again. It’s all data.

Heard some news which I thought I’d be OK with but which threw me for a loop somewhat. Having that bastard thing where I have no idea what my emotions are going to do or how to manage them. I feel like in the past I would have processed it with a long conversation over beers, or by writing a long essay or email, or some other intellectual bloodletting, but I can’t do that now without hurting myself. Breathing exercises help a bit.

Overnight listening:

  • Origin Story: Stephen Miller - American Fascist - The f-word can be used carelessly (I try to remember to say someone is doing fascism, rather than being an actual fascist) but in this case it’s hard not to be accurate. Trump’s deputy chief of staff is a fascist, and like fascists from history, it’s not because he’s clever or insightful. He’s just a pathetic “debate-me” goon who knows how to play his boss. A depressing but worthwhile listen.

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